On the way to his house my age finally came up in conversation. I knew damn well that what he was doing was illegal and could land him in jail, a sex offender status, and most of all cause me all kinds of undue public and private scrutiny. I lied (quite boldly) and said I was 18. He saw right through that for reasons I'll divulge later. He said "Nah. You're younger than 18. Aren't you?". I hung my head in shame and he asked what my real age was. Still knowing that what I was doing was illegal, I lied again and said 16. He bought it this time. He said that he was cool with my age as long as we didn't tell anyone. He never once said the proverbial "This is our little secret" line. I think he knew I was mature enough to understand what we were doing was illegal.
We arrived at his apartment and I can still remember it today. I have driven by several times over the years wondering if he still lived there. Being a college town it was highly unlikely that he did. It was pitch dark outside and the parking lot was deserted. Brian led me into his apartment and showed me to the couch. He asked me if I wanted anything to drink and I said that I would take a coke. After retrieving our drinks he came and sat on the couch next to me. We sat and exchanged small talk for a little while before he asked me if I wanted to check out his room. I happily agreed and followed him into his room. Once in his bedroom, Brian began to kiss me and lick up and down my neck. It was at this very moment that I realized that one of my "g" spots was my ears and neck. I shivered from head to toe and my already rock hard dick became even more engorged. After removing my clothes, Brian laid me on the bed and began sucking my dick. This was the first time that anyone other than myself has touched my dick in a sexual way. Almost immediately I told him to stop because I was so close to cumming. He said that it was okay and returned to kissing me.
After about 30 minutes of Brian and me making out and grinding our bodies together, it became evident that he was a top and wanted to fuck me. I, realizing at an early age that I was a bottom, had been inserting various inanimate objects up my ass in an attempt to know what the feeling of a dick sliding in my hole felt like. I experimented with carrots, plunger handle, and my favorite was a candlestick with the wick removed. On a few occasions I'd become a bit over zealous and break out a cucumber or banana. Needless to say the last thing a virgin needs up his ass is something as thick/long as a cucumber. The banana on the other hand I was confident would fit but that damn pesky knob on the bottom made it IMPOSSIBLE to get that thing started up my ass. It was just a very rough textured knotty end that hurt like hell. Candlestick it is. Brian sensed that I was probably willing to let him fuck me even though I told him I was a virgin. He was adamant about him being able to take my virginity. I told him that we could try but I couldn't promise anything. He agreed and he soon got the bottle of lubricant out of his nightstand drawer. I never asked him about condoms. Probably because I knew deep down inside that I was born to be a cum dump. That my only purpose in life was to wind up taking loads in any and every orifice that I could find a dude to nut in. He greased up his dick and my hole and started very slowly trying to ease his dick into my hole. He was able to pop the head into my tight virgin hole but then the pain became absolutely unbearable. He kept telling me to relax, and "Push out while I push in". I felt the fire from 50 hells burning in my asshole and begged him to stop. He did pull out but kept telling me to relax. I can remember the smart ass in me coming out and replying to him with "You try and relax when you've got a damn hot poker gettin' shoved up your ass". He laughed and said we could take a break.
After some more small talk I told Brian that I didn't think he was gonna be able to take my ass tonight and he said he understood. He asked me if I had ever tasted my own cum and I replied "Of course." He asked if I wanted to taste his cum and of course I said yes. Brian said for me to lay down on my back and to open my mouth. He started by easing his dick into my mouth and started pushing at the back of my throat. I immediately started to gag and he pulled out. Sensing I wasn't ready to start deep-throating an 8" dick he told me to stick out my tongue and he started to slide his dick over my tongue and face using my spit as lube. He continued to "face fuck" me pushing the head of his dick from my tongue up into my eye. He continued this until he began breathing heavy and said he was gonna cum. I thought that he was gonna put his dick back into my mouth but I would later learn that his favorite thing to do is paint a young boy's face with his creamy load. That is just what Brian did. He said he was cumming and the next thing I knew there were thick ropey strings of cum squirting out of his dick. I, not knowing better, never closed my eyes and wound up with an entire face full of cum. It was in my hair, in my eyes, up my nose (which burned worse than my eyes), and in my mouth. He came down and started licking his cum off my face and then started to feed me all that he licked up. He cleaned my entire face off and I swallowed it down eagerly. After cleaning up a bit Brian asked if I was hungry and I said yes. He took me to Taco Bell and we each got a bite to eat and I got a large coke to wash down that salty taste in my mouth. He notified me that eating cum makes you hungry and now during all these years I've found that to be true. On the way back to my house Brian told me that he has an affinity for young boys. I asked him how young and he said boys my age. He asked me if I had a good time and I said yes and looked forward to hooking up with him again. He told me he wanted to also but reminded me that we
would have to be very discreet. I said that I could do that.
Brian and I hooked up several more times over the next few weeks and after a few times trying, a lot of lube, and a lot of patience, Brian was finally able to take my ass cherry. He continued fucking me and blowing his load in my hole whenever he was horny for some fresh boy pussy. I was like his little cum dumpster that he used when he got horny for some innocent boy hole. I learned in our encounters that Brian had gotten into trouble before by playing with boys my age. At one point he told me he was a registered sex offender. I remember telling him that it was okay. In my head I secretly thought that it was hot as fuck having an older guy take advantage of me. I knew (subconsciously) at that time that I was going to spend the rest of my life servicing guys and allowing myself to be taken advantage of. This is my destiny. This is my purpose.